Got through intro night of 101, hung around and talked a bit after, started to feel anxious but just kept talking to people, eventually I was just standing there for a while, then it got too much.
Got on the phone talking for a while, I think screaming at some points just have to get things acroos and get things done. Tried call 3 people to check up on them (2nd I was worried how it might be taken but needed to do this anyway) but none of them answered and I left message, spoke to another friend.
Sent a bunch of sms check in on some people, trying to pray for them and ask them to pray for me. Got a few SMS back and returned call from the first message, seemed a good thing I tried call him. Started to settle, SMSed a few more and asked them to pray for someone else, not much more I can do.
Didn't sleep much - lying, resting, reflecting, praying, speaking to people (not on phone or in person just trying to tell them things... kinda like esp I guess). Got up with only a few hours but in better shape then most of the last few weeks.
Found some other people had restless nights, one saw something on TV which I am glad was shared, another heard from god some things to be done and learned some new lessons.
Settled after the rushing around, got some peace and reassurence.
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