So much in life that happens with no sense to it?
Pain and vomiting but I am not sick. It is easy to hurt people, too easy, somehow to get them close is difficult.
Have cause some trouble mainly because of I person I can't get close to, feel not welcome there at times, tolerated but not wanted, I see others can get time - the effort of leaving the house. Can't get attention any other way so I have to cause pain and destruction.
Life is so full of games, don't want to play games, just want to be close to those I feel close to without having to go by some stupid rule book.