Almost the end

Wednesday was the last (content) session of life 101.
End of a long day, woke early did some shopping and took a few hours to get ready in morning (I think a few people noticed part of that).
Caught up with my sis Skye that afternoon, spent the day drinking, sore jaw could be an excuse but just felt like it, brings me out of shell a little bit, maybe it was my subconscious taking measures I wasn't as anxious later when I bump into someone and do my usual uncomfortable silence want to say something but can't.
Major themes in the study, well all 101 has been but this one - the beasts, Son of Man, Ancient of Days, Empires, Kingdom Consummation. I LOVE THIS STUFF, hearing it without the usual newspaper & history book as a commentary and the eschatology. I see some big stuff here and a lot of things people may not want to hear.
ok maybe I still carry a few of my wiccan thought patterns into interpretations but its about the gospel not the formula so I don't really care. Please do not blame Tim for the following comments here, they are my own ideas.
All of creation turning to see the things we did with it turn upon us, it is not a matter of God stepping down and blasting people more there own weapons turning upon them. The nephillim and other characters from previous chapters of the story returning to see our king come back. Some shocks in store when its is made clear who is and isn't in line with the kingdom mindset.
Had a good chat afterward about a few things going on in my life.
Little sleep but not really tired, more at peace then I have been in a while, something like a rush of energy, contentment, intimacy. Frustration this morning at a long effort to find files that don't exist for my new computer (looks like I will be scrapping windows and putting linux there) and seeing something little that I probably made too much of resulting in a sulking kinda SMS to someone that means a lot to me.
Then during lunch a return of that rush, like to think someone in particular has something to do with that, more likely God reassure me that even though that matter didn't work out as I wanted he has bigger and better plans and just trust him.