Thursday night, after discussing the whole 'whenever I go looking for trouble, its hiding' thing with a friend on the phone, guess what? Yeah, it walks right into my room mouthing off and carefree.
I told him to shut up, that there is someone I'd much rather spend time with that I can't so I'm not going to put up with his shit. Still continued.
Cleaned the blood up, he ran off screaming about a fight, well I followed him down the street after putting shoes and shirt on but he shut up and ignored me then, now I got a warning message passed to me.
Why am I sharing this? Because there has been more satisfication, more hope, more purpose in violence lately then there has been in other things.
I am sick of being questioned about getting a job, I am stressed out and ppl want me to get more stressed?
Thursday was warrented but I was lashing out about something else which I can do little and have all this built up need to do something.
Don't know what issues are there which I can offer no support whatsoever, but having to stand back from the one person that can seriously convince me to behave myself I( am going to at least enjoy hurting a few people that really deserve it.
Jas